March 5, 2009

jealousy hates me and bullies me.

i hope she would stop making me cry.

i try to get rid of her but she insists on coming back.

“why can’t you be more like them? look.”

i tell her i am fine as who i am.

“no, look at them. they are better.”

she doesn’t listen when i tell her to leave me alone.

“you need improvement. you need me.”

she always wins.